Procrastination

So, I am sitting here helping Aubry write a ten-page research paper that is due in the morning. Yes, we did start on it around four or five o'clock this evening. This all-night rush brings back memories. I am proud of her though. I have only seen her get on facebook once, and only for about five minutes, and only to talk to me about a woman who was marrying her dildo. For we could not say this in front of Aubry's grandma. Oh, and Grandma also informed us that Aubry and I were going to be marrying. So I will take this oppurtunity to announce to my three followers (of which I am fairly sure only Ashley regularly checks their updates) that Aubry and I are engaged. We will be holding our joint-bridal-shower at the Stillwater Mansion in Idaho Falls on an unknown date (soon to be announced). The wedding date is still undecided as we will have to do some compromising with Skyler (aka Aubry's bitch). Back to the research paper. Her thesis is that medical marijuana should not be legalized. I have learned more about marijuana today than I ever did in D.A.R.E. And now I feel sorry for her. She is over there typing a paper about medical marijuana while I sit here and blog. We may just be working on this until four in the morning. The sad thing is that I truly do miss doing this. Though, it is a bit better when it is someone else's grade on the line. But at the same time it means I am not getting to work on a thesis of my choosing. But I am doing more editing and research which is also less work. Either way I miss this. I love being a nerd. By the way, I have decided I AM against medical marijuana. Dirty basterds are trying to use it as a front for legalizing pot, as one reason that I don't like it. Which is an entirely different debate that I am still divided on. Would be good from an economic standpoint. The procrastination of the research paper is also procrastinating this post. I have been writing it off and on for over an hour now. You would think it would be a better post. But, once again I must disappoint. Oh, and back to the wedding. I had planned on Aubry being my maid-of-honor when I got married. And now that I have been informed of our marriage I am not sure how this is going to work out. I could try to make her my bride and my maid, but that seems complicated. Maybe I will just delegate the position to one of the runner-ups. I'm thinking that will have to be the solution. I don't know if she had planned on me being her maid-of-honor. If so, she will also soon realize this same dilemma. She will probably pass it to her sister. Or Skylar. Maybe that can be part of the compromise.

Even More Ramblings

I have decided I like the end of the year much more than the start of one. And this love starts with October. This is the month of my favorite holiday and then after that is the Holiday Season, which I like the atmosphere of. I like getting ready for the holidays more than the actual holidays I think. Everything is just all busy and expectant and smells really good. Cinnamon always smells nice. People always seem to smell better in the month after Christmas. I figure it is everyone wearing their new perfumes and colognes that they got as presents. Though sometimes people smell worse becasue they are wearing scents that they didn't pick out themselves, which can lead to smelling like an old person. I am not sure if people wear the bad smelling ones out of kindness to those who gave them the present or if they are just delusional from holiday stress. The actual holiday is always a let-down. Everyone spends a ton of time and money to get ready and then it just ends in boredom, blotation, and family fights. Yeah, I definately like getting ready for the holidays more than the actual holiday. And it is the only time of year I can really tolerate prolonged shopping. And I usually even enjoy it and not just tolerate it. Though it also makes me feel guilty. I never get my best friend anything. I always have the intention. I just can never seem to find the perfect thing. And for the last few Christmases she has been out-of-town so I always say I can get her later (on the sales which I can admit since she doesn't read this) but I never do. But she never gets me anything, I suspect for the same reasons, so it works out. I like to think we are just in the kind of friendship where we are well aware that we are a big part of each other's lives and don't need to get each other presents to show that we are aware and care about the other's existence. Well, I just told her I was blogging about her so now she is going to read it. So, Aubry, I love you. And I miss being in your bed. Especially with the good old satin sheets that always made you fall out of bed. And then fall again when you tried to get back in. I've never been a huge fan of satin sheets. I don't mind them, but at the same time they kind of gross me out. Rocks and snow also tend to gross me out at times. But mostly rocks. They look disgusting. So does cracked ground. I don't like where this post is going. So I think I better end it.

Ramblings

Well, it has once again been awhile since I posted. I always have been a bit fearful of commitment. I guess the place to start is with some updates of my life. My car was hit by some uninsured bitch who is now ignoring me. Time for court. And as such I no longer have a car and therefore am being driven around by my mother. And this arrangement means that in the last week I have spent one night at home and the rest at my mom's. Yes, my life is miserable at the moment. I also am dreading/looking forward to this saturday. I get to see a friend I haven't seen in awhile. Unfortunately, when I do see her I have to give her some information that she will not enjoy hearing and I feel she will be angry at me for quite a bit of time afterwards. Drama is stupid. And people who enjoy it are stupid. On the upside work was a bit busier this weekend. And being the loser that I am this made me insanely happy. I hope it keeps up :) It has been rainy and cold, which also makes me happy. As long as I am not cold that is ;) I also want to say that I miss my friends. Everyone is going to college and I am very jealous. I have gotten bored. I miss the intellectual stimulation of learning. People are worried that I will not go back next fall because of the year I took off, but I am way to bored not to. I have always loved learning new things and I want to start again through education. And back to the friends I miss. Aubry, I didn't see her much before but I see her less now and it sucks. I feel like she is also having a hard time with the changes she is going through and it makes me feel bad that I can't be there for her more. Marie, we always seemed to get sick of each other by the end of a school year but were always ready to be together again after summer. We didn't get to this year and that kind of makes me sad :( but we have actually been talking and seeing more of each other than I thought we would. We will see what happens. Ashley, I actually miss you more than I thought I would. You are the newest friend out of the ones that left and yet I miss you quite a bit. But I feel like you are doing pretty well adjusting up in good old Boise. I feel like eventually you will pretty much put this place and the people here behind you, but I want you to know we will always be here if you should want to come back :) All that being said I actually find myself missing last year. I like the change but there are definately things about it I miss. But those things are far to personal for a blog. Even if I write the blog for my own personal type of electronic diary. I tend to keep somethings even from myself so writing exactly what I miss just won't sit well with me. I don't miss high school. I am glad that is over. I met some amazing people that I will never forget but I wouldn't want to deal with the other people or any of the other stuff again. Though there aer a few classes I miss. But that would go back to my boredom. I think I need to find a hobby or passion. But those are hard. Especially when money is tight. Well I got distracted and left this page for awhile, which signals to me that I am done posting for now.